I said to Wayne the other day

"You know, life is really a lot better with an addiction". Wayne actually agreed with me. I've been an addictive type of person my entire life. I find very little freedom in a "lack" of addiction excpect for the fact that it's healthier for me. My addiction to projects and being overly busy never feels like an addiction because it's healthy. But actually, I think I operate my entire life around addiction. I'm going to analye this here, because I haven't thought about this until right now:

1) Coffee-Drink it every day. Definite addiction
2) Email/Myspace-Definite addiction, but not as bad right now
3) Shower-Small addiction, but if I don't get one I'm unhappy
4) Phone Calls-Unless Im really busy, I have a small addiction to my afternoon phone call from my friend during lunch.
5) Crosswords-Very tiny addiction to crossword puzzzles from Star magazine before bed

Okay. I don't think I operate my life on addictions now that I made that list. I think what I'm realizing is that some of these things are called "habits" (am I slow right now or what), but in reality, they're just small versions of addiction without the negative connotation. Like I could give them up. So I wonder, is any relationship free of addiction to the person?

I totally believe that life is best with at least one really strong addiction. I'm not saying it's healthy, but it's more fun getting through.