After I made my last post
I prayed, and I begged God to forgive me. And while I was praying, I got all shivery, and I knew he came back. Lately things have been very quiet.
There are weird things in the air -- everywhere. I'm keenly aware of how unstable I feel with both people and situations. I am always prepared for rejection and am extremely sensitive to my family and friends. But even thought this might sound so cliché, God made things feel better.
Now I just have to wait and go back into the mode of really trying to stand by what I believe.
Thank you thank you God for caring about me.
posted by sabbeth @ 9:33 PM
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This artwork is phenomenal...you have such a way of putting your feelings in perspective with this art...and thank you for your comment on my page...very kind of you.
As I view your page, I see your connection to the Creator. Do you feel that your human nature takes away from His/Her spirit? Does being human deplete the holiness of life?
I only ask because I went through a period in my life where I felt guilty for being myself. Or, guilty for taking pleasure in earthly things. Of course, I do not mean drugs or pain or infliction of pain. I merely mean: physical pleasure, eating, etc. So much anxiety of how much I was doing wrong that I forgot all the things I was doing well.
God is an immensely kind and beneficent thing. God dances with us, and most of the time, we are so concerned with stepping on his toes, we forget the wonderful waltz we're doing.
Oh, and I forgot...
I am so jealous your "Elisabeth" is spelled that way. I'm 'a lot' German, and wish my parents had given me the German spelling of the name instead of the Hebrew.
So, I have the thrilling, exotic, and unusual name of
Elizabeth Anne
How dull. I'd love to have an 's'. Lucky you.
anyone who would reject you, is an ass.
Fritz -- Yes. I feel very inhibited and confined to the stupid needs of my earthly body and the whims of an ever dreamy mind. For the most part, these are stifiling to me and lead me away from God and deeper into myself and the temporary gratification that comes with wildness. It is something I struggle with. I wish I had better focus because, for me, happiness is in foregoing a pull toward the taboos and the dares.
When I was little I hated the fact that I couldn't buy anything with my name spelled right.
Plus, I could never be a true Liz.
My dear Elisabeth:
Your comments and thoughts are kindnesses that remind me how strangers can often offer more wisdom than those who know us best. We are indeed kindred spirits.
I understand what you mean about avoiding taboos. For a long time, I was ALWAYS the outsider, so now, I am still drawn to those things that makes me MORE different. Some of these things, I'm sure, are unhealthy.
On the other hand, I do think that God understands us bit by bit, and we can probably learn more about ourselves through the denials of these desires. But not all desire is bad. That's a whole other philosophical discussion.
I so enjoy your posts!
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