Thursday, May 12, 2005

I'm going to relax

and take it easy.

I have to be a little more fatalistic.
I have to be a little more mature.

I just couldn't wait to get out of here.
I hate living in the country.
I don't like it out here in anyway.

That house represented freedom to me.

That's why I was so upset.
But I'm OK now.
Thanks for all your concern.
I am sorry to have come on so strong with the new blog
but today it's acting as therapy.

2 Comments:

At 2:27 PM, Blogger ctf said...

The great thing about blogging is that you CAN come on as strong as you need/want to. At least, with us who you've trusted to share this with...we're all here for the joy and the...well shit, for lack of better word in my head. It's all your life, and I am interested in knowing you better.

 
At 2:35 PM, Blogger AWStiles said...

right, i agree. that is what your friends who read this are for. if we are all the christians we say we are (and I know we are) that we are that family, that lean on each other thing that each of us need from time to time. what you are feeling is absolutely normal , most people just bottle it up and then get drunk , shoot up, or whatever else numbs them, at least you are feeling it and thinking about it.

 

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