I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE!

WITHIN MOMENTS OF POSTING THE LAST ENTRIES, I FOUND OUT THAT THE HOUSE IS UNDER CONTRACT!
THIS HOUSE, THAT I BECAME SO COMFORTABLE IN...THAT I SAW MYSELF IN...THAT I WAS PLANNING FOR.

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS.

I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE!
I AM SO ANGRY, DEPRESSED, UPSET AND FURIOUSLY TEARFUL. THANK GOD EMMETT IS ASLEEP.